Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Big Steps Ahead..

Salam..

Ahh.. Every single time.. Every single time my fingers hit this laptop keyboard, trying to jot a post, it would be my 'routine' apologetic opening paragraph.. For some, maybe this is not a big deal, but if this blog ever has (or had) avid followers, then most likely there are now none!

Maybe I should just make a brave resolution and try to make this a routine for me, jotting a word or two, even if not much..

Of course, so much has happened since my own last entry.. But at this stage, I can never begin to share all.. Maybe a little bit of what has happened recently would suffice..

Career Choices

It is the time again of the year when doctors in the country will be looking for jobs for the coming July.. For some lucky ones, jobs are already secured - those in the SpR schemes or the SHO schemes.. As for me, the last time I went fishing for jobs was two years ago.. Then I got on to the Medical scheme.. It is almost over now, and my two-year contract is almost up.. I have to pack my CV and start fishing again.. As for Ina, one year has almost elapsed since she decided to take the year off.. Now, she too will go fishing with me..

Career choices are not easy a task to decide.. I am looking to take a 90-degree turn in my career and switch to my new interest, from Internal Medicine to Emergency Medicine.. Don't ask me why or how that happened - it is hard to explain.. Needless to say, I am still banging my head to complete my medical membership..


Now that is just one side of the coin flip.. The other side is about my progress in trying to make some publications to 'sweeten' my CV.. At this current moment, things have moved forward in small baby steps.. I have in my bag three poster presented as second author, one case report as first author.. I am hoping to get this case report done and dusted by end of March, if I'm lucky.. One poster has already been presented in the Irish Association for Palliative Care meeting in Dublin earlier this month (many thanks to Along) and the same audit has been accepted for poster presentation in the European Association of Palliative Care in Glasgow in June.. Along might not be able to go and I wonder if I would be available.. It would look nice in my CV if I could.. We'll see..

In the meantime, there are a few courses I need to get into, most of them related to my Emergency Medicine hopes, and some audits that I am to start with few colleagues here before I end my medical scheme.. Ahh, so much to do..

Some For Me, Some For Others

Alongside the things that I am doing for my own career and CV, recently enough, I regained my interest in teaching, certainly when I remember the days when I was craving for help and assistance facing the final year exams.. It was horrible!

And because of that, I have always offered, to my best avail, to help students, especially the final year ones, who are ever facing the biggest challenge in their lives yet.. Over the last few weeks, I have got involved with some final medical students - be it in hospital or in small discussion groups.. It gives me great joy to see that I could share some of my knowledge and (possibly) experiences to help and guide them through these coming tough days.. May Allah help them as much and more as He helped me during my days back then..

I still have a few more weeks to serve them if they would allow me..

Oh, well.. Maybe that is all for now.. Maybe I will update some more some other time, hopefully in the near future..

Salam..

Friday, February 5, 2010

Mixtures..

Salam..

A month has passed by without any post on this blog.. my hubby has been asking me to update this blog.. but I just couldn't find the time & the right mood.. it has been quite a busy month for me with lots of things happened.. i'll try to keep this post short & sweet.. (honestly, I'm still not in the right mood;p)

1. my new 'career'..;)

You must be wondering what can possibly keep me busy apart from the usual house chores.. i'm now officially a babysitter.. but for 2 months only..;) I'm babysitting irfan hafiy, a very cute 3-month-old baby of Fairuz & Asma'.. Fairuz is working here in Limerick with the geriatric team while Asma' is doing her medical & surgical rotation here.. now, I have a new routine on the weekdays.. & now I have a taste of a true housewife;) it can be very tiring really.. babysitting is not a new thing for me.. I've babysat a few babies before & hafiy is the youngest of all for now:) hafiy is a well behaved baby & I've learned his everyday routines (although he can change his routine everyday;p).. it's not that hard to babysit him.. when he is sleeping, I'll do the chores - cooking, cleaning etc.. and at the end of the day, I'm usually very tired.. although I have the whole night sleep uninterrupted.. unlike the mothers of young babies.. I must say I'm very impressed of those who can function very well although they have only a few hours of night time sleep after the exhausting daytime chores! well,I guess it is a good practise for me(?);P

2. birthdays..

There is quite a long list of birthday boys & girls for January & February.. started with Fairuz's birthday on 22nd Jan, my dear hubby's birthday on 2nd Feb, my sister & nieces' birthday on 3rd Feb and Ustaz Wan's birthday on 7th Feb.. I've made 3 cakes for the birthday boys - red velvet cake for Fairuz, fresh fruit cake for my hubby & marble cheesecake with cream cheese frosting for ustaz.. None for my dear sister as she is far away in Malaysia.. i'Allah someday I'll make a cake for her & Nusaibah:)

Happy birthday to the birthday boys & girls! May Allah bless you always...

3. inhuman humans..

It was very sad & disturbing reading the news lately on the unfortunate babies who were found lifeless at different places back in Malaysia.. 3 babies in 3 consecutive days.. how on earth do people have the heart to do these (or should I say these people have no heart at all?).. I've heard from my friends who are working in Malaysia that there is a very high numbers of unplanned/unwanted pregnancies (especially those who are not married) - sadly many of them are Muslims.. unwanted pregnancies can lead to lies, feeling terrified, panicky and eventually lead to abandonment or worse, killing of these poor innocent babies.. there is only one solution to this matter.. prevention.. for prevention is always better than cure.. and how to prevent? the answer is simple.. back to Islam.. the teachings of Islam is the perfect solution..

"O you who have believed, enter into Islam completely [and perfectly] and do not follow the footsteps of Satan. Indeed, he is to you a clear enemy."
(translation from verse 208, surah Al-Baqarah)

Read the Quran, understand, think & practise.. Don't let Islam be only in your name or only been written on your IC.. Let us be a true Muslim.. Ameen.. InsyaAllah..

I think that's all for now.. hopefully I'll find the mood to write again in the near future.. 'til we meet again in the next post,I'Allah..

P/s: I really think I need a good massage therapy:)